Been insanely busy.

Well its now. 19/08/2009 was the beginning of the rest of my life.

Its no push over, I'll tell you that. It is great, its is all I want it to be, just a couple of things I need to tweak here and there.

19/08/2009 was probably the longest day I have experienced EVER. I had to show up at the high court and have my divorce finalized. This may sound bad, this I know. BUT, like I said, I will take the good from everything I do.

Its taken two odd years to get to this point, but I am only 27 and I have plenty time to start again. As I said, I'm not going to go into life before 19/08/2009, because this the life after.

I currently have two gorgeous little boys, and thee most amazing woman at my side. Life right now, could not get any better.

Almost.

Today is the 10th of August 2009, not yet there.

Its great though, to see the build up of a new beginning. You don't often get this opportunity. Usually, you start, and you hit the ground running. On this occasion, I have had time to calculate, think, plan, adjust and use the experience I have just had, to sculpt and mould a careful plan. I have learned a lot in 9 years. Now I'm not saying I know everything, definitely not. Nothing is for certain, and many say nothing is forever. Its the same thing really. I have learned from my own experience, and others have watched my downfall, and learned from me.

I would never say I'm in a position to give advice, or impart knowledge, but in my own life and whats happened, I can definitely see what and what not to do, say, enter into, buy, approach or even eat. LOL, That one we all learn.

September 2007, I said to my self NEVER AGAIN. I said this, and the exact time that I said it.. out loud... I had the notion that... This may be how you feel now..... It might change.

It has changed, I'm doing it again... But this time, its for different reasons, different feelings, different people (of course) different state of mind and an entire different outlook on it.

The lesson I have learned has been a good one. A lesson I wish everyone could learn. A lesson that I fear some people are too old or stagnant in their ways to learn it and never will. BUT its a lesson I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Its long, tedious, painful at times (not any more) and a lesson you wish you could have done with out.

Although profusely contradicting myself, a lesson has been learned none the less. If you do happen to go through this ordeal, take with you this....

When you start, plan. Think of a game plan and stick to it. Remember, this to shall pass.

And Always, as I have done, BE THE BETTER FOR IT!!!!

I will start to unfold my story on the 19th. Not the last one, no. The new one.